Lupine ( a Huitain)

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Pounding pounding blood through my veins

Running Running my paws touching cold snow

Free free nothing to stop me no tethers no reins

Miles of Tundra with silence between here and my goal.

I avoid man he is weak and untrustworthy and he smells bad

I am Lupine Canine and I am free I hunt by the moon the night makes me whole.

My brothers are disappearing soon we will be gone, does that effect you, does that make you feel sad!

Pounding pounding blood through my veins

Author: willowdot21

Female, wife, full time mother and Grandmother. I am not as happy go lucky as I used to be but I am still bubbling along on simmer! I have three handsome sons all grown and flown.The youngest married with a beautiful wife and two sons of his own. Eleven years ago I was working, running a home, driving and socializing then bang in a split second all that was gone. I had an accident at home. I broke my back, not for the first time, I had broken it 10 years previously as well. Unfortunately this time I had broken it really badly and it was truly messed up so I had to have two operations. I was told before each operation that the outcome could mean I spend the rest of my life in a wheelchair. Still as some guy once wrote "I am still standing " yes "better than I ever was " not quite but with the help of a walking stick and as long as I do not stand or sit in one position for too long, I am still standing! Update I no longer use the walking stick . I had lots of friends before the accident but when things like this happen, you loose most of them. Their lives move on and mine stood still and so they left me behind ...I know that is just the way life is but it hurt and always will. Then I looked around and saw those who were still there for me, these friends are the roses in my garden they need to be tended well. They are the diamonds in the dust, I will of been married 50yrs plus this year . Pain and boredom are my enemies now, I have to find different ways to approach life, use my pain befriend it almost...yer right , well that is what they tell me at the pain clinic ROFLMAO ...... if only I could! I have found an outlet for my fears, frustrations and night terrors . I have started writing poetry if that name can be applied to my writing. I hope I do not come over as a moaning winger. I hope I am past all that. I also hope that you might see how the poetry is moving from very dark through the grey and hopefully in to light ?? I need to update this a little here. I have worked very hard over the years since my accident, I go to the gym regularly, I have a Pilates class and a core class once a week . The guys at the gym and my Pilates teacher cajoled, teased, bullied and encouraged me to abandon my walking stick! :) My back is no longer straight it is C shaped because of the injury and I have lost two and a half inches in height but my Pilates and Core teachers have helped me to stand up as straight and as strongly as possible. Pain and depression are still hanging on my arm but I have weapons to use against them and if I say so myself I cope well. I have made lots of new friends, real diamonds. I am also very grateful for all the support and help I have encountered here on Wordpress. Hugs and welcome to everyone who visits. View all posts by willowdot21

15 thoughts on “Lupine ( a Huitain)”

“he smells bad” LOL– ooo that’s BAD bad.
Way to write, Willow!

willowdot21 says:

Oct 11, 2013 at 6:35 pm

Thank you 😉

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Wolves are such elegant creatures…
Have a truly wonderful weekend Willowdot
and try to be good, just like me 😉 lmao

Andro xxxx

willowdot21 says:

Oct 12, 2013 at 10:09 am

Hi Andro yes the wolf is a noble beast which asks the question why are there native ones left here in the wild in the UK ?? sad isn’t. hey ho I hope you have a wickedly good weekend too!!

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Just a quick hello, girl… been having some pain of late (c’est la vie, n’est pas?…), & haven’t been able to get by, so I thought I’d say howdy while I could…. Hope all is well with you…. Take care, & Blessed Be….

willowdot21 says:

Oct 12, 2013 at 10:08 am

Hi my dear sir I have missed your words but assumed you were busy with the new phase of your life. I am so sorry to hear you are in pain, to me there is nothing worse than back ache! I do hope that you will improve soon, please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. All here goes on as normal some good some bad and to some of those you can add a very!! Be well and be happy!! xxxxxxxxx

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