EvDaDaDec : Virtual Sanctuary

Don’t take  away  my only  hope, do not  deprive me of my only  light

This is such an awful  thought  to own up to, it denies me sleep at  night.

It  is my only  solace, escape  from  stress, fear  and noise

It is where I can be  myself  , my sanctuary where I live  my  virtual joys.

 

So  tired of  solving  problems  that  really have no solutions

Wondering which way  the day will go , is it worth rising and doing my  ablutions?

Christmas  is a nightmare  which I could truly  live without

Spending  days just  seconds from causing  another  fight, I truly  feel I can’t  endure  another  mental bout!

 

Why  have I tried  so long, to walk on  broken glass, to keep everyone  happy  and together.

It  doesn’t  work. I am to blame for all the angst  and grief and I have ever succeeded, no never.

The  metaphorical blood I have shed  can  float  nightmares on it stormy surface.

I am forever  drowning , slipping beneath the waves , my poetry my  lifeline, life’s saving grace.

 

So  what will be, will be, I cannot  foresee the future. When it is constantly  being changed.

No point in making plans that I cannot honour , for whatever is said today, tomorrow will be rearranged.

So here I sit  tired and sad with words  clamoring in my  head

Shall I escape  to virtual peace  or just return to bed ?

 

NaBloPoMo : Woman in Anguish.

Why does it hurt so much why do I have to suffer so

I am so bloody angry  with life ,more angry than anyone will ever know.

I am tired of taking all this shit  why should it always be  me, 

That bears the brunt of everything damn it all, I want to be free.

 

Free from all the worry free from all the grief and strife 

Families are so much grief I want a quiet life.

Why  can’t things  be happy  just like story book lies

I want to enjoy what others have instead of sorrows and trials.

 

All I want is happiness, free from moans and arguments

But this is never what I get  my life is not heaven sent.

Nothing ever comes my way but unhappiness and pain

Sod it it  all I have had enough.  I just want to run and not come back ever again.

 

 

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