Saturday Stream of Consciousness : AY

Linda  G Hill says    “Your Friday prompt for Stream of Consciousness Saturday is: “-ay.”  Find a word ending in “ay” and use it as the theme/subject of your post. Play with it, I say!”

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Here is my  pingback

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walk of shame

Saturday  arrives  bright  and  noisy

Don’t open  those  curtains  I am not  ready.

Dawn crashes on  the  horizon announcing   another  day.

Stop  now , sod off  I don’t  want  to play , not yet go away!

 

Oh!  where  am I  this time, a stranger’s  room, what game  did I play

OMG ! he  is  still asleep, next  to  me, must go  get  away

Don’t  need  the  shame  if  he  wakes  and offers  me pay!

Look  at  me,  make up  smudged clothes  soiled what can I  say.

 

Out on the  street  feeling like  hell. I must get  home,  wash  this  guy  away

Just  walk . Don’t  let  me meet  anyone  I know,  I  pray.

Straighten  my  back  deep breath one  foot  after  the other hide  the drunken sway.

Tears  come, hurt,  shame, loneliness  what is  there  for  me ? My  nerves  snap  and  fray.

 

Dawn crashes on  the  horizon announcing   another  day.

Stop  now , sod off  I don’t  want  to play , not yet go away!

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Goodbye to the old Badge

Hello to new Badge

The  old  badge  was  donated  by  Doobster who  has  gone  cloudbusting  elsewhere.

The  New  badge  comes  to us  c/o My Leaky Boat 

Here are the rules:

1. Your post must be stream of consciousness writing, meaning no editing, (typos can be fixed) and minimal planning on what you’re going to write.

2. Your post can be as long or as short as you want it to be. One sentence – one thousand words. Fact, fiction, poetry – it doesn’t matter. Just let the words carry you along until you’re ready to stop.

3. There will be a prompt every week. Linda will post the prompt  on her blog on Friday, along with a reminder for you to join in. The prompt will be one random thing, but it will not be a subject. For instance,  Linda  will not say “Write about dogs”; the prompt will be more like, “Make your first sentence a question,” or “Begin with the word ‘The’.”

4. Ping back! It’s important, so that Linda  and other people can come and read your post! For example, in your post you can write “This post is part of SoCS:” and then copy and paste the URL found in your address bar at the top of Linda’s post into yours.  Your link will show up in Linda’s comments, for everyone to see. The most recent pingbacks will be found at the top.

5. Read at least one other person’s blog who has linked back their post. Even better, read everyone’s! If you’re the first person to link back, you can check back later, or go to the previous week, by following my category, “Stream of Consciousness Saturday,” which you’ll find right below the “Like” button on Linda’s post.

6. Copy and paste the rules (if you’d like to) in your post. The more people who join in, the more new bloggers you’ll meet and the bigger your community will get!

7. Have fun!

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Just Jot It January: A Good Night

It’s Friday night and she is  out  with  her besties.

She has  worked hard  all week and  it’s time to let  her  hair down

They have some  shots  before they go, put themselves  at their ease.

Need to forget the week  and and their  troubles drown.

 

Short skirts high heels, false lashes red lips

Tonight they are going out it is their playtime

They’ve  all topped up with voddy, slight slurs weaving hips

Out they sally into the night, no coats, young girls in their prime

 

Early hours  freezing  cold , tights ripped heels broke

She has been sick and wet  herself no shred of selrespect

Lying in her own mess shaking  as she chokes

People passing by  dissmiss her as a social reject.

 

OH!  her friends  had all left her there,she could  die  of shame

She hopes no one she knows has  seen her staggering around

Why  had  she not taken care, not played that drinking game

Her face was gashed , her knee grazed where she’d fallen on the ground.

Too many  young people  and  many many  are  girls  binge drink read  here 

 

 

This post is part of Just Jot It January hosted by Linda G Hill.

Thanks for tuning in and if you want to join, feel free to click on the link and start jotting!

STOP IT.

 

I have a guilty secret I have written about it here   I think it is called   Dermatillomania .

 

The  more I try to stop the habit the  more it seems to plague  me.

I scratch my  back and  my shoulders until  they bleed

The more I scar myself  the more I have to hide so no one will see.

I just do not know why I have to do this, what ever is the need.

 

I am going on holiday soon  I shall be in the sun

But I shall have to cover up  to hide what I have done.

My husband does not like this,  he does not understand

Why I make such a mess of myself, my back, my arms and now the fingers of my hand.

 

Why do I do this, why can’t I handle life

Sometimes it looks like I have attacked myself  with a knife.

The more I tell myself to stop  the more I seem to do it

My husband tells me I must stop,  as if  there is nothing to it.

 

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I am not as bad as the picture  but I do now have many scars. Unfortunately I have several new scabs on my  back and  shoulders. I really  do not understand why I do this I am not a teenager  or even a young  person. I feel so ashamed  that I do this  when I am a mature woman with children and grandchildren.

WHY IS LIFE SO HARD. 

 

 

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