Blackness Falls Again

Frightened and alone I retreat into my shell

I am afraid that the black is returning. I am descending into hell.

The zip is returning to my mouth slowly but surely closing.

The nothingness, is crawling into my soul leaving it frozen .

The silence is already here it screams above the noise

I go about my  everyday  wearing a smile not to loosing my poise.

It is easier to give into the waves of black.

Than it is to fight the demons throwing knives at  my back.

I see it moving in, closing down the horizon blurring out all hope

No escape, no appeal  the relentlessness. I hold out no hope.

The  snipes  and the jibes are ever present now

The condemnation and the shame is making my back bow.

Claws and talons scratch at me they leave their bloody marks

On my arms and on  my back . I hear it screaming in my head as at me it barks!

“Useless you are useless, lazy and stupid , good for nothing a waste of space.”

It is easier to give in now than to fight as once again I fall from grace.

Talk to me

Why do  you always see my side of the story last.

I can’t stand it anymore your words rip me apart like  a blast

Of cold wind………. plane crash life of mine.

A thousand cuts would hurt less  than this slow death.

I am screaming at  you LISTEN, listen to me before nothing is left.

Don’t turn away leaving me here drowning in my pain and  your bile

Stop before it is too late , I am the one who has been here for you all the while!

Why do we rip eachother limb from bloody limb, with words deadlier  than any serpants bite.

I don’t  think I can keep up the fight.

 

 

 

 

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