Alone in silence and at the edge
My silence bought so cheaply
Fears rising from depths I dare not dredge.
Slipping from this reality into infinity.
A hair’s breadth miss of the angel’s sword
He has spared me with just a threat.
Always I’d walked the righteous path was this my reward?
Done all that was ever asked of me, I am in no one’s debt.
So subserviently I hung my head
I helped with open heart the living
While truly and quietly I mourned the dead.
Received what I was owed while happy to be giving
Yet here I am deserted left out here on my own
In need of love and comfort feeling needy.
Why should I feel so lost and alone
Slipping from this reality into infinity.
