It is time for LindaGHill’s Stream of Consciousness Saturday. This week our prompt. “Your Friday prompt for Stream of Consciousness Saturday is “container.” Use the word “container” any way you’d like. Or think about a container of some kind and write about it. Enjoy!
Today I am awake at stupid o’clock. I am depressed, tired and near to tears. It’s stupid really, I am being selfish. Yesterday was a total wash out I even annoyed hubby who has been great, even if not a little over protective. I think he’d like to put me in a container and keep me safe. I am shielding because I have been unwell since June,in hospital, out of hospital in again and now waiting for an operation. I feel guilty because there are people far worse off than me.
Last night I had really bad dreams which I just can’t shake off today, I need another container to put those in so I can throw them away and they would stop getting to me.
Covid19, yes we definitely need another container for that. Darn thing busy mutating, coming back for another bite at us all. It doesn’t look like things are going to improve anytime soon. Yup I am a miserable cow today better put me in a container too!
The misery in this container was brought to you by way of LindaGHill’s Stream of Consciousness Saturday. I am off now before you all fall asleep from boredom or clear off for fear of catching the blues.
willowdot21 
Sep 26, 2020 @ 05:25:25
We all have out pity party days. I hope you get your operation soon and are on the road to recovery. Oh, if we could only put the bad days in containers and lock them away.
Sep 26, 2020 @ 05:27:29
Yes if only we could, trouble is right now I feel I just be over loaded with containers! Thank you for you kind words 💜
Sep 26, 2020 @ 05:48:21
I agree, Sis. A covid container would be a great idea!
Sep 26, 2020 @ 06:31:42
Yes definitely how was your week
Sep 26, 2020 @ 06:34:31
Oh, Sis. Its been mental, in all sorts of ways, but I’m still standing.
How are you feeling? 💜
Sep 26, 2020 @ 06:40:21
I have been better, but still standing too 💜💜💜💜
Sep 26, 2020 @ 06:49:44
Hugs, 🤗Sis xxx
Sep 26, 2020 @ 06:51:05
And back at you too Sis 💜💜💜
Sep 26, 2020 @ 06:53:59
Sending you a big gentle hug, Willow, and lots of love with the hope you feel better soon 🙂
Sep 26, 2020 @ 07:16:13
Thank you Ruth much appreciated send hugs to you too💜
Sep 26, 2020 @ 10:33:09
I hope you get your needed operation soon and then heal and feel better quickly!
Sep 26, 2020 @ 11:40:04
Thank you Priscilla, I hope so too but for now I need to pull my socks up and cheer up 💜💜
Sep 26, 2020 @ 10:52:46
You are always in my prayers, Willow. Shake off the bad dreams and give yourself a wee break. 💜 It is rough out here in this crazy world.
Sep 26, 2020 @ 11:30:13
Thank you Maggie it’s really good to know that your praying for . I need to sort myself out and stop sniffling . Sending you hugs and thanks to you 💜
Sep 27, 2020 @ 13:51:30
Willow, be easy on yourself. It is difficult in these times even if we are perfectly healthy. Waiting day after day for surgery adds so much additional stress. 💜💜💜
Sep 27, 2020 @ 14:22:36
Thank you Maggie, I am being more positive today 💜
Sep 26, 2020 @ 12:17:20
Hugs from a rainy, dreary place across the pond!
Sep 26, 2020 @ 12:18:40
Thank you, hugs back 💜
Sep 26, 2020 @ 12:29:30
Maybe others are better off but what you’re going through isn’t easy. Waiting for an operation is stressful. Feel your feelings. You’re entitled to every one of them. 💕
Sep 26, 2020 @ 15:57:22
There are plenty out there worse off than I am. I am sorry. I moaned xx
Sep 26, 2020 @ 18:03:40
no!!!! no need to be sorry at all ❤
Sep 26, 2020 @ 18:37:35
Thank you 💜
Sep 26, 2020 @ 12:50:20
It was my turn yesterday. Thinking of you and sending virtual containers along with virtual manual sorters so that you can have a good clear out. You’re allowed Willow. You’ve had more than your fair share to contend with. ❤
Sep 26, 2020 @ 13:28:30
I hope better days will arrive for you soon Willow.
Sep 26, 2020 @ 15:51:15
They will I need to pull my socks up! 💜
Sep 26, 2020 @ 15:09:16
I feel like this a lot of the time lately. But you are going to be better after this op is over and you’re back at home.👍🦋
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Sep 26, 2020 @ 15:52:40
Yes indeed ,I must stop winging thank you 💜
Sep 26, 2020 @ 16:51:52
Whine away, I’ll listen
Sep 26, 2020 @ 16:53:35
Thank you so much and I will return the favour 💜💜
Sep 26, 2020 @ 17:25:25
😃
Sep 26, 2020 @ 18:46:24
🌹
Sep 26, 2020 @ 19:42:18
You need a hug, Willow. Here is one 🤗
Sep 26, 2020 @ 19:44:18
Thank you John I am very grateful, here is one back 💜
Sep 26, 2020 @ 20:20:46
❤️
Sep 26, 2020 @ 22:08:00
Empathizing with you, Willow — on all counts. I’m running out of containers too. Hope you have a better day — and a better week coming up. ♥️♥️♥️
Sep 27, 2020 @ 05:39:20
Hi Betty, it’s a strange time right now, nothing is as it should be. Let’s hope for a sea change soon. Sending you love 💜
Sep 27, 2020 @ 20:57:26
💗💓💗💓💗💓
Sep 27, 2020 @ 21:04:44
💜💜💜💜
Sep 27, 2020 @ 13:58:05
Hugs