I really thought I was on top of things, I did . Yet I am really struggling it’s like wading through mud. I feel so low and truly I don’t know why.
Yet again I have deleted every thing in my in box …I hate doing that because it makes me feel I am binning so many wonderfully written and thought out posts.
But the black dog is lurking in the corner. I can’t fight it I am exhausted.
I just need a break , I don’t know how long. A day, a week a month who knows. Please remember I do love you all and I will be back as soon as whatever it is has gone, or whatever I have lost comes back . I came back too soon. 💜
willowdot21 
Oct 11, 2019 @ 12:36:25
You were supposed to be having a break anyway and you came back. Maybe you’ll really take a break now. Nobody’s going away. We’ll all be here when you come back, now go and put your feet up! Kick that black dog out.
Oct 11, 2019 @ 12:49:00
Yes you are right I came back too early, this time I shall do it properly. Thank you Jane , I will get the blond dog Ruby to kick the black dog out !! 💜
Oct 13, 2019 @ 06:13:44
Do that! You should be living here. You wouldn’t be able to go on line even if you wanted to!
Oct 13, 2019 @ 08:16:08
Sounds like bliss right now.
Oct 13, 2019 @ 08:39:10
It’s difficult when you actually need the internet for research for writing and to communicate. The mobile phone coverage is absolute crap here too. When the internet’s off, the phone doesn’t work either.
Oct 13, 2019 @ 09:08:20
Catch 22.
Oct 13, 2019 @ 09:10:44
The internet provider says it’s the phone line, the telephone company says it’s the internet connection, meanwhile, back at the rialto…
Oct 13, 2019 @ 09:23:22
Yes it’s always someone else’s fault!
Oct 13, 2019 @ 10:27:56
I know who’s fault it isn’t—the one paying the bill at the end of the month!
Oct 13, 2019 @ 10:59:51
As is and was and always will be
Oct 13, 2019 @ 11:02:51
for just about everything.
Oct 13, 2019 @ 19:17:06
Indeed
Oct 18, 2019 @ 01:35:21
Dear Willow, Don’t be like me and end up really sick. Please take good care of yourself. People will love you just as much when you come back as they do now. No need to test the waters. You have proven yourself time and again. Thank you and now Nite Nite.
Oct 18, 2019 @ 05:42:18
Bless you 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 12:43:54
You take all the time you need… Your mind and body are speaking to you and you must listen to them. We aren’t going anywhere… You take care of #1 and I hope you feel better really soon! 😘
Oct 11, 2019 @ 12:47:10
Thank you , I really don’t know what’s hit me but as you say I must listen to my body 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 15:30:36
It happens to the best of us. The most important thing is taking care of your needs.
Please know you will be in my prayers and thoughts. And, I sincerely hope you feel better really soon. 🙏💗
Oct 11, 2019 @ 15:33:49
Thank you Beckie I am so grateful for your kind thoughts and your prayers , prayers are always gratefully accepted 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 18:24:14
You’re most certainly welcome, Dear. Get your rest. 💗
Oct 11, 2019 @ 17:43:34
Thank you 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 12:47:17
Take care of yourself first Willow, come back fighting fit 🌸🌸
Oct 11, 2019 @ 12:49:26
I will and thank you for your support 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 12:49:56
Many hugs ❤
Oct 11, 2019 @ 12:54:05
Thank you so much sending hugs back 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 12:52:19
Take care. Social media can be toxic when we’re already down. See you when you’re stronger! 💖💖💖
Oct 11, 2019 @ 12:54:27
Thank you 💜💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 12:55:34
Take good care of yourself, Willow. That is all that matters. And we are looking forward to simply hearing you are doing well again. Sending big hugs over to you 💖
Oct 11, 2019 @ 13:22:16
Thank you Erika your words mean so much to me 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 13:33:00
I wish you a good recovery, Willow 💖
Oct 11, 2019 @ 13:56:30
Thank you dear Erika 💜
Oct 12, 2019 @ 08:27:26
💖
Oct 11, 2019 @ 13:15:51
Take care of yourself, my friend. Sometimes stepping away from the computer is part of the medicine we need. *hugs* ❤
Oct 11, 2019 @ 13:21:16
Thank you Linda, I do intend to 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 13:22:18
PASSING CLOUDS
I spent the morning in heaven
I spent the afternoon in hell
In the evening I sat in the garden
Serenely sipping lemon tea
And listening to the birds
~~~~~ ~ ~~~~~
P.S. You are forgiven. ❤️
Oct 11, 2019 @ 12:53:00
Thank you for the forgiveness, I came back too early. 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 16:02:36
Well you can always go away if a bit if you want. It’s your right. 🙂 Own your power!!!
Oct 11, 2019 @ 17:44:06
I will do 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 18:49:48
I spotted a major error in my earlier comment. (Nothing new there then 😦 ) “you can always go away if a bit” should have read “you can always go away for a bit”.
Mea culpa.
And of course true forgiveness has to begin within. With any of us.
Oct 11, 2019 @ 13:34:40
Hugs, Willow ❤
Oct 11, 2019 @ 12:52:13
Thank you Sue I came back too early 💜💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 18:29:58
We’ll be waiting for you, Willow ❤
Oct 11, 2019 @ 17:43:23
Thank you so much 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 17:49:23
❤
Oct 11, 2019 @ 13:36:16
Willowdot21 – I’m so sorry to hear that. Believe me I know how you feel. I don’t know how you cope times like this – my own way is to simply accept what it is, and assume it’s telling me something I need to know. I’ve found that if I fight it, it fights back, making things worse. Anyway, however you personally cope with it, I do wish you the very best. If you feel talking about it could help, please feel free to email me. Talking with the few who understand has helped me a great deal in the past.Take care. Thinking of you.
Oct 11, 2019 @ 12:51:40
Thank you for your kind words I am really touched , I will take your advice 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 14:26:42
Don’t ever forget I’m here sis ❤
Oct 11, 2019 @ 14:49:35
Thank you Sis I won’t and the same applies to you 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 17:22:52
💜💜💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 17:42:04
💜😁
Oct 11, 2019 @ 14:36:05
Health first Willow. We’re not going anywhere. Look after you. 🙂
Oct 11, 2019 @ 14:50:17
Thank you Di, I came back too soon💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 14:52:09
❤
Oct 11, 2019 @ 14:40:29
Oh please be sorry. I also I’m fighting many demons but know that we are all here for you and we’ll all be here when you come back. I was told Self Care is a must to survive. Life can throw so many obstacles in our way but with our strength within deep down we do get there. You will get there my dear friend 💜 hugs 🤗
Oct 11, 2019 @ 14:42:04
Thank you so much for your kind and lovely words. I hope you are feeling okay too.💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 18:32:21
Sending many blessings 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 18:44:20
Thank you e
Oct 11, 2019 @ 15:05:43
Take the break! If you need it, there is reason escaping!
Oct 11, 2019 @ 14:46:26
Thank you I am 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 15:10:07
Take care of yourself. I know what it’s like to be overwhelmed like that.
Oct 11, 2019 @ 14:47:10
Yes John, I came back too soon see you soon 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 15:18:07
I know exactly how important a break is and I’m also familiar with the remorse of binning email… Look after you and don’t worry, your friends will still be here! xoxoxo
Oct 11, 2019 @ 15:30:08
Thank you Marina that is so kind of you to say 💜
Oct 12, 2019 @ 08:57:45
xoxoxo
Oct 11, 2019 @ 17:37:09
Best wishes!
Oct 11, 2019 @ 17:41:52
Thank you Frank 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 18:23:22
Take your time for sure.
Oct 11, 2019 @ 18:26:08
Thank you I will have to 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 19:12:45
Travelling is very tiring, Willow. You must rest and recover. Have a good, restful weekend. Hugs.
Oct 11, 2019 @ 17:42:35
Thank you Robbie, you too 💜 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 19:28:34
Many people understand the struggle. Take the time you need.
Oct 11, 2019 @ 20:25:38
Thank you 💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 19:39:08
Take care! Do something you love to do – last time I was down I reread my favorite novel – Pride and Prejudice. It was my comfort food.
Oct 11, 2019 @ 20:28:52
Good advice, thank you 💜💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 21:31:24
Willow, just take good care of yourself and don’t worry about anything here. We’ll all be here when you come back. I’m familiar with that struggle, and can empathize. Love to you…. ❤️🌹❤️🌹❤️
Oct 11, 2019 @ 20:28:12
Oh! Betty I thought I could cope but I came back too soon . Thank you for caring I will be in touch.💜💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 20:39:08
You can email me anytime if you feel up for that. 😊 Give Ruby a pet for me as you relax and enjoy your time off. I’ll be thinking of you.
❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 22:38:34
Thank you Betty 💜 💜💜💜💜
Oct 11, 2019 @ 22:27:00
Blogging should be fun and not a chore.
Have a well-deserved break, dear 🙂
Peace,
Eric
Oct 11, 2019 @ 22:37:52
Thank you Eric you are so right 💜
Oct 15, 2019 @ 00:09:51
We all need a break. Take your well deserved rest 🙂
Oct 15, 2019 @ 06:38:24
Thank you Trent 💜
Oct 15, 2019 @ 05:19:40
Holding you, Willow ❤️
Oct 15, 2019 @ 06:37:03
Thank you 💜