Female, wife, full time mother and Grandmother. I am not as happy go lucky as I used to be but I am still bubbling along on simmer! I have three handsome sons all grown and flown.The youngest married with a beautiful wife and two sons of his own. Eleven years ago I was working, running a home, driving and socializing then bang in a split second all that was gone. I had an accident at home. I broke my back, not for the first time, I had broken it 10 years previously as well. Unfortunately this time I had broken it really badly and it was truly messed up so I had to have two operations. I was told before each operation that the outcome could mean I spend the rest of my life in a wheelchair. Still as some guy once wrote "I am still standing " yes "better than I ever was " not quite but with the help of a walking stick and as long as I do not stand or sit in one position for too long, I am still standing! Update I no longer use the walking stick . I had lots of friends before the accident but when things like this happen, you loose most of them. Their lives move on and mine stood still and so they left me behind ...I know that is just the way life is but it hurt and always will. Then I looked around and saw those who were still there for me, these friends are the roses in my garden they need to be tended well. They are the diamonds in the dust, I will of been married 50yrs plus this year . Pain and boredom are my enemies now, I have to find different ways to approach life, use my pain befriend it almost...yer right , well that is what they tell me at the pain clinic ROFLMAO ...... if only I could! I have found an outlet for my fears, frustrations and night terrors . I have started writing poetry if that name can be applied to my writing. I hope I do not come over as a moaning winger. I hope I am past all that. I also hope that you might see how the poetry is moving from very dark through the grey and
hopefully in to light ??
I need to update this a little here. I have worked very hard over the years since my accident, I go to the gym regularly, I have a Pilates class and a core class once a week . The guys at the gym and my Pilates teacher cajoled, teased, bullied and encouraged me to abandon my walking stick! :) My back is no longer straight it is C shaped because of the injury and I have lost two and a half inches in height but my Pilates and Core teachers have helped me to stand up as straight and as strongly as possible. Pain and depression are still hanging on my arm but I have weapons to use against them and if I say so myself I cope well.
I have made lots of new friends, real diamonds. I am also very grateful for all the support and help I have encountered here on Wordpress. Hugs and welcome to everyone who visits.
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37 thoughts on “Lord of the Deep: I begin my journey.”
You performed your role of a Fate splendidly Willow and became deeply integrated in the sacred drama.
Thank you Jan, we all did so well didn’t we 💜💜
We most certainly did Willow. I also think healing on a deep level occurred for those that needed it…💜💜
Yes indeed it did Jan, we were giants 💜
Giants? On a planetary scale Willow. 💜
Yes we were 💜
It certainly was Wow! 💜
What a build up of suspense!
There will be more 💜
This is only the intro 🙂
Yes , so far I have written three posts, and I am still on the first evening 💜
It’s getting to you 🙂
Yes it is 💜
These gave me the chills it deserves and makes me miss the power of these weekends. Looking forward to the next installment ❤
Thank you Alethea , it just finding the right words💜
Which is not always easy to do…<3
No I am finding that out 💜
One line from this really stood out…’from then on, they would be the temple doors…’. It can be quite disconcerting, as well as beautiful, when that inner change happens…
Mind you, Stu looks good in that skirt 😉
I agree Sue I was surprised that I felt the change so definitely and so early on 💜💜💜
I’m just glad you did… it lifts the whole experience ❤
It was amazing 💜
Oh! Yes Stuart really suits that skirt💜
‘Style’, you know 😉
You have to be born with it you know 🤪
So he tells me 😉
Why not build (y)our own cosmology?
Thank you for sharing your beautiful journey Willow. I anxiously wait your next post.
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Thanks so much Jordy 💜