I wrote this little ditty back in 2013. I was in a bad place ….it’s so strange looking back on your early work. It obvious I did not like myself very much then.
Healer willow Twirls
Whitewalls roll and swirl as willow heals
Will she ever escape from how it is, that others feel.
Lashes, slashes and wheals she hides them all from view
The stairwell whore throws out swill she knows what to do.
Whitewalls roll and swirl as willow heals
In the stairwell the whore swills away her skills.
Wishing things better, never, never makes things so
willow is a healer, but she cannot heal willow
Whitewalls roll and swirl as willow heals
Ills twirl and swirl and woes beset the healer
Weeping softly in the stairwell no one cares how the whore feels
Sills and trills the drowning healer willow the whore of the stairwell.
willowdot21 
Feb 10, 2019 @ 15:43:55
This is so sad, Willow. x
Feb 10, 2019 @ 16:00:08
I was very low Sue ….. I have since sound some helpful ladders 💗💗💗💗
Feb 10, 2019 @ 20:09:22
I’m glad about that, Willow. No one should have to feel that way. ❤
Feb 10, 2019 @ 20:11:06
I agree Sue, too many do and it’s only a step away but I fight it 💜
Feb 10, 2019 @ 20:16:11
I know what you mean, Willow. ❤
Feb 10, 2019 @ 20:26:16
It’s not nice 💜
Feb 10, 2019 @ 22:59:52
I know x
Feb 10, 2019 @ 15:52:42
Ahh, Willow. And it is great to see how much we grow. Big hugs to she in the stairwell. 💗
Feb 10, 2019 @ 16:00:56
Thank you Jordy she will be grateful to you 💗
Feb 10, 2019 @ 16:13:11
🤗
Feb 10, 2019 @ 16:08:11
Your words move me sis 😢💜
Feb 10, 2019 @ 17:04:25
I have Sis but it’s good to see where you have come from 💜💜💜💜💜💜
Feb 10, 2019 @ 17:21:06
😍😘💜
Feb 10, 2019 @ 17:08:34
Powerful and full of sad emotion Willow. So glad you are now in a happier place. ❤ x
Feb 10, 2019 @ 17:25:37
It’s scary remembering the fear I felt then 💜💜
Feb 10, 2019 @ 17:56:00
I’m so sorry to hear you were in such a bad place Willow. So pleased that you are happier. x
Feb 10, 2019 @ 17:58:11
It scares me too Marje 💜💜
Feb 10, 2019 @ 18:47:13
That was so very sad, Sis. It sounds like you were going through a dreadful time. I am glad that you managed to get out of that place into a happier one. 💖
Feb 10, 2019 @ 18:53:46
Oh! sis thank you , so lovely to hear from you. I have scaled some mountains since then and the view though not perfect is wonderful Thanks in no small way to people like you 💜💜💜
Feb 10, 2019 @ 19:05:59
It is so wonderful to hear that, Willow, and I hope that the view continues to be beautiful. 🙂 x
Feb 10, 2019 @ 19:56:01
Fingers crossed , fingers crossed. How are you doing Sis 💜💜
Feb 10, 2019 @ 19:58:44
Not too bad thanks Sis. Just on placement now which is really busy!still enjoying it though. Glad you are ok xx
Feb 10, 2019 @ 20:07:54
And I am glad that you are happy in your work 💜💜
Feb 10, 2019 @ 19:17:40
Trusting you are in a better place now Willow. At least I hope so. Much love. ❤️💜❤️
Feb 10, 2019 @ 19:55:06
I am thank you Kat, I am horrified when I look back, thank goodness I found a couple of ladders… I still keep an eye out for the snakes 💜💜💜
Feb 10, 2019 @ 19:56:50
❤️💜❤️
Feb 10, 2019 @ 22:25:40
A very sad poem, glad things are better now .
Feb 10, 2019 @ 22:39:12
Thank you I am not in that place now 💜
Feb 11, 2019 @ 13:05:05
When climbing mountains it’s good to look back at how far you’ve traveled to get where you are. I’m so glad you love yourself more now … and I’m glad you expressed how you felt then.
Feb 11, 2019 @ 13:08:24
Thank you for reading, it was a dark place and I am still climbing and smiling 💜💜
Feb 11, 2019 @ 13:27:28
one step at a time and look at the view is the way I do it. Glad you’re still climbing and smiling. 🙂
Feb 11, 2019 @ 14:46:12
Glad we both are 💜
Feb 13, 2019 @ 21:52:22
Willow, I’m glad you’re not in that “place” anymore. It’s hard, I know, having struggled with depression. Writing it out as you’ve done over the years is great therapy. Hugs to you 🤗💕
Feb 13, 2019 @ 22:08:19
It’s Betty, it’s like a chronological journey of where you have come from 💜
Feb 13, 2019 @ 22:11:52
I’ve kept a journal for decades….it really is a journey! (Hmmm….no wonder the two words are similar, eh? 😊💞)
Feb 13, 2019 @ 22:47:33
Yes very similar words indeed 💜
Feb 15, 2019 @ 14:00:36
Lovely, Willow, sad but hopeful.
Feb 15, 2019 @ 15:33:07
Thank you Noelle it’s from a dark period 💜