Hi everyone, since our return from the sun I have been hit hard by the blues.
It’s not so much the lack of sun more the fact that everything I ran away from, to relax, is all still here but more of it and bigger.
So I don’t feel I can cope. I shall be doing my best to catch up on all my commitments. Twittering Tales, A Month With Yeats,Thursday Photo Prompt, Cosmic Photo Challenge, Colleen Chesebro Weekly Poetry Challenge, Sacha Black’s writespiration,Ronovanwrites plus I need to catch up on all your posts and comments.
Be patient, I will be back , tomorrow or next week. I miss you all I will be back.
Please if your pray say one for me, if you don’t then send me a kick up the bum to get me moving .💜💜💜💜💜
Female, wife, full time mother and Grandmother. I am not as happy go lucky as I used to be but I am still bubbling along on simmer! I have three handsome sons all grown and flown.The youngest married with a beautiful wife and two sons of his own. Eleven years ago I was working, running a home, driving and socializing then bang in a split second all that was gone. I had an accident at home. I broke my back, not for the first time, I had broken it 10 years previously as well. Unfortunately this time I had broken it really badly and it was truly messed up so I had to have two operations. I was told before each operation that the outcome could mean I spend the rest of my life in a wheelchair. Still as some guy once wrote "I am still standing " yes "better than I ever was " not quite but with the help of a walking stick and as long as I do not stand or sit in one position for too long, I am still standing! Update I no longer use the walking stick . I had lots of friends before the accident but when things like this happen, you loose most of them. Their lives move on and mine stood still and so they left me behind ...I know that is just the way life is but it hurt and always will. Then I looked around and saw those who were still there for me, these friends are the roses in my garden they need to be tended well. They are the diamonds in the dust, I will of been married 50yrs plus this year . Pain and boredom are my enemies now, I have to find different ways to approach life, use my pain befriend it almost...yer right , well that is what they tell me at the pain clinic ROFLMAO ...... if only I could! I have found an outlet for my fears, frustrations and night terrors . I have started writing poetry if that name can be applied to my writing. I hope I do not come over as a moaning winger. I hope I am past all that. I also hope that you might see how the poetry is moving from very dark through the grey and
hopefully in to light ??
I need to update this a little here. I have worked very hard over the years since my accident, I go to the gym regularly, I have a Pilates class and a core class once a week . The guys at the gym and my Pilates teacher cajoled, teased, bullied and encouraged me to abandon my walking stick! :) My back is no longer straight it is C shaped because of the injury and I have lost two and a half inches in height but my Pilates and Core teachers have helped me to stand up as straight and as strongly as possible. Pain and depression are still hanging on my arm but I have weapons to use against them and if I say so myself I cope well.
I have made lots of new friends, real diamonds. I am also very grateful for all the support and help I have encountered here on Wordpress. Hugs and welcome to everyone who visits.
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26 thoughts on “Waving to you all.”
Take your time Sis, we are still here.I am sorry that things have not got any better for you but hang in there. Sending love and hugs xxx💖💖
Thanks Judy 💖💜💝
Always in my prayers sis 🙏🏽💜🙏🏽💜🙏🏽
Thank you Sis 💖💜💝💖 and you in mine 💜💜💜💜
Ah, Willow, you don’t have to do everything you know. You can just do a few things each week.
Thank you Robbie I know I will get there 💜
Hey my precious little bundle of bloggery, we’re still here with virtual and real hugs as required. Take care and keep on chirping….
Thank you Geoff, I shall pull my socks up soon. Thanks for the support 💜
Do what you can when you can. You can’t do it all at once anyway. Take your time, and don’t push yourself too hard.
Thank you so much 💜💜💜💜
Sending you lots of love, Willow.
Thank you Betty receiving it with gratitude 💜💜💜💜
Take care dear Willow xo
Thanks Lynz 💜💜💜💜
Lots of hugs to you Ms. Willow from the Kracker family! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
Thank you so much Gramma just what I really need! 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
😘💞💕 Blowing kisses!
Everyone needs time to cope – this time of year always makes me blue. Take care.
Thank you so much for caring 💝💜💗
This is a tough time of year. Do something that gives you pleasure, Willow. In the meantime I will send you both of your requests!
Thanks Noelle 💜💜💜💜
Thinking of you, Willow…and polishing my boots 😉 xx
Thanks Sue 💜💜