The lovely Helen Espinosa who has been missing her daughter this week has set us our Song Lyric Sunday . : ‘Post a song about missing someone you love. Let’s let them know how much we miss them and can’t wait to see them again.’
This is just so hard for me right now as I am missing so many people in my life. Sadly things are just getting worse and worse , every time I think there is a light at the end of the tunnel it turns out to be the the express train heading right at me.
So what to do, the pain is excruciating and things are just tearing my family apart and all I can do is watch. I live in fear of the next blow up …one is actually imminent.
What to choose I do not know?
Well the way I feel now it is harder for me to cope with my son and his family removing themselves from my life , the loss of my sister and my best friend being on the other side of the country !
Did I say a blow up was imminent well it just happened again! I just feel so low and physically sick.
This is too painful to write so I shall let Sia say it all for me.
I’m feeling now
And if I move on
I admit you’re gone
And I ain’t ready
And I’ll hold steady
Yeah I’ll hold you in my arms
In my arms, in my arms
And your melody’s an art
And I won’t let the terror in, I’m stealing time
Through the eye of the needle
Whoa
Tears fall to the beat
Smile through the pain
Feel the acid rain
And I ain’t ready
But I’ll hold steady
Yeah I’ll hold you in my arms
In my arms, in my arms
Whoa
And your melody’s an art
Whoa
And I won’t let the terror in, I’m stealing time
Through the eye of the needle
Been filled by me
They weigh me down
Carry them ’round
It’s all mine all mine
I am blinded by the eye of the needle
Aug 07, 2016 @ 19:24:38
😦
I’m so sorry to hear of your life circumstances. I hope one day you are able to reconnect with those who mean the most to you. I know it must be hard to carry on like this.
I really hope things get better for you.
Aug 07, 2016 @ 19:37:16
Thank you for your kind words I can live in hope can’t I but it is so hard.
Aug 07, 2016 @ 19:41:31
I understand. I have a half-sister who has shut me out of her life. I know how hard it is. It really does get difficult to remain hopeful.
If you ever need a listening ear I’m here. I have contact details on my blog.
Aug 07, 2016 @ 19:54:26
Sadly my sister died last year, the real grief I have is that my youngest son and his family will have nothing to do with my husband and I. Thank you for your kindness.
Aug 07, 2016 @ 20:00:48
You’re welcome. If I could I’d totally reach through my computer screen and give you a hug right now.
Aug 07, 2016 @ 20:19:05
You are so kind, right now I would reach out and accept the hug!
Aug 07, 2016 @ 19:47:45
I’m so sorry things haven’t gotten any better, Willow. Don’t give up hope. Time really does help. I’m hoping it will for you.
The song is heartbreaking and beautiful. I’ve really loved every Sia song I’ve heard. I should probably listen to her more.
Take care Willow. Hugs and love coming your way from all the way across the ocean. ❤
Aug 07, 2016 @ 20:17:33
Thanks Helen love and hugs much appreciated! Things sadly are just getting worse and worse!
Aug 08, 2016 @ 05:39:57
So sorry to hear that things are going so badly for you Willow. Family troubles can cause so much pain, I know. Sending you hugs and please stay strong x
Aug 08, 2016 @ 14:25:13
Thank you Judy I am trying! ❤
Aug 08, 2016 @ 17:32:36
SO sorry dear!!! hugs
Aug 08, 2016 @ 18:18:08
Thank you Lynz xxx
Aug 08, 2016 @ 18:38:38
xoxo
Aug 08, 2016 @ 23:48:42
I have no idea what’s going on or what to say that might help. Your comment about the express train put me in mind of a beloved movie of mine “They might be Giants.” You only have a limited time here so I would suggest learning to sing a new song each day. If you sing it loud enough, they will hear you. Not overnight but eventually.
Aug 09, 2016 @ 04:08:04
Wise words, yes I do know time is limited and that makes it worse. I shall take your advice xxxx
Aug 11, 2016 @ 22:14:44
Aug 12, 2016 @ 04:56:58
Thank you so much Paul ! xxxx
Aug 12, 2016 @ 05:07:42
❤ ❤ ❤
Aug 12, 2016 @ 05:09:19
😍😘🤗