The lovely Helen Espinosa who has been missing her daughter this week has set us our Song Lyric Sunday . : ‘Post a song about missing someone you love. Let’s let them know how much we miss them and can’t wait to see them again.’
This is just so hard for me right now as I am missing so many people in my life. Sadly things are just getting worse and worse , every time I think there is a light at the end of the tunnel it turns out to be the the express train heading right at me.
So what to do, the pain is excruciating and things are just tearing my family apart and all I can do is watch. I live in fear of the next blow up …one is actually imminent.
What to choose I do not know?
Well the way I feel now it is harder for me to cope with my son and his family removing themselves from my life , the loss of my sister and my best friend being on the other side of the country !
Did I say a blow up was imminent well it just happened again! I just feel so low and physically sick.
This is too painful to write so I shall let Sia say it all for me.
I’m feeling now
And if I move on
I admit you’re gone
And I ain’t ready
And I’ll hold steady
Yeah I’ll hold you in my arms
In my arms, in my arms
And your melody’s an art
And I won’t let the terror in, I’m stealing time
Through the eye of the needle
Whoa
Tears fall to the beat
Smile through the pain
Feel the acid rain
And I ain’t ready
But I’ll hold steady
Yeah I’ll hold you in my arms
In my arms, in my arms
Whoa
And your melody’s an art
Whoa
And I won’t let the terror in, I’m stealing time
Through the eye of the needle
Been filled by me
They weigh me down
Carry them ’round
It’s all mine all mine
I am blinded by the eye of the needle
