The wind blew and I cried
My tears fell, they burned as they dried .
All I had was gone, ripped from me torn, set free
Sinews stretched and torn, all that’s good stolen from me.
I screamed blue murder and railed at the moon
I held my breath, ripped at my skin , bit my lip until I swooned.
I shouted and swore that I would take no fucking more…..
Then pockets full of rocks I threw myself to ocean floor.
Silence, cold and deeply cocooned. Life’s light from me begins to sweep.thankfully devoid.
I am empty of all feelings . Hardly aware of all I have done, I am vaguely annoyed
Crawling from the wreckage that I have become all self-respect and life slipping away
Drowning slowly but thankfully. Thank God I will not have to face another day!