Some days she feels worse than others
Why even bother to get up and and start the day.
Why leave the safety of the bed covers.
Then the baby cries, here we go. Peace, no way.
Feed the baby, tidied up lets get out
I wonder what he is doing now
Is he with her , yes no doubt
No point to ring , don’t need a row
He is always ‘ busy ‘ rarely by my side
When did he stop wanting me
Says he is working, too tired
To do anything but sleep. I know I see.
The way he dresses the care he takes
The way he did for me .
In public the perfect husband, he fakes.
In his mind he is with her, what he wants is she!
It is no comfort to know I am the mother of his child
No comfort to know he will not leave me for her
Sometimes I wish he would this is driving me wild!
Let him ruin her life I am sick of this, I no longer care .
Trapped lost , soulless in this dead marriage of show
I know her she has it all why does she waist her life
He like his comfort , his status he will never let me go
Nor will he ever give her what she wants, to be his wife.
Life goes on me and the baby
Does she pity me , what does she think
Do you think he loves you lady?
No he doesn’t, no more than he does not love me.
He is the love of his life
Not you the mistress
Nor me the wife.
We are both trapped .
willowdot21 
Mar 12, 2015 @ 18:39:04
Love that line: ” He is the love of his life.” Ha! Well said Willow – so many young men I see like that. And yet she has her baby, the future of her genes is secure. She has the option to move on if he is in love with himself. I hope she does.
Well written Willow.
Mar 12, 2015 @ 18:52:53
I rather hope she does too and the mistress as well!! Serve him bloody well right!!
Mar 12, 2015 @ 19:10:03
Both ladies should run like hell. Just my experience talking, Willow. Nothing worse than being with a man who doesn’t know what he needs.
Mar 12, 2015 @ 20:15:24
Yes I know that too. I have had experience in that department too!
Mar 12, 2015 @ 21:19:07
Oh wow I love this Willow! I think I know this man! Excellent poem!
Mar 12, 2015 @ 22:08:03
Thank you MichelleMarie, did you read part one The Mistress ? I think we all know this man!
Mar 13, 2015 @ 00:23:42
Yes I sure did! I didn’t know what to comment! I love this writing. Interesting subject my friend. I’m smiling! 😄💗
Mar 13, 2015 @ 08:05:01
Thank you for your support I am so glad that you are smiling. 🙂 ❤ xx
Mar 13, 2015 @ 10:49:20
✿ (♥*♥)✿ Happy Friday dear Willow! Smiles are so wonderful! 😀
Mar 13, 2015 @ 11:16:25
And a happy Friday to you too.:D 😀
Mar 12, 2015 @ 21:26:24
I especially like the way you showed the progression and downward spiral of the relationship. Wonderful! 😀 😀
Mar 12, 2015 @ 22:08:47
Thank you Tess, it is a sad spiral! xxxx
Mar 12, 2015 @ 23:15:13
Yes, but still a spiral. These things happen.
😦
Mar 12, 2015 @ 23:17:13
Yes so true
Mar 12, 2015 @ 23:26:39
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Mar 13, 2015 @ 08:05:24
🙂