Love is in Da Blog, SoCs. Pushed too far.

Just fooling around  with Bee said That is why I wanted to incorporate it into “Love Is In Da Blog”. I also love to connect people and therefore asked if Linda would like to connect “Stream of Consciousness Saturday” with “Love Is In Da Blog”. And she has agreed!!!!

Linda said :

As a special feature for February’s Stream of Consciousness Saturday, The Bee and I have decided to collaborate! As you may know, on her site – Just Fooling Around with Bee – a month-long blog-hop is going on in recognition of Love, called “Love Is In Da Blog.” The week 1 prompt is Love in general – adore/despise. So as not to box in your Friday prompts too much, I’ve decided to play around with it a bit, while still keeping in the spirit of collaboration. Here we go:

Your Friday prompt for Stream of Consciousness Saturday is: opposites in emotion. If trying to come up with two opposites before you start is too much thinking, try writing about one emotion and see if the opposite comes out of your stream of consciousness naturally. Sounds like fun, eh? Give it a try!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Pushed  too far

Love/ hate

He always  brings  me  chocolates instead of flowers

He always  keeps  me waiting  in  the cold  for hours  and hours.

I love him so , because  he is  all mine

I hate him so  beause  he thinks  to bad mouth  me is just fine!

 

I love  the way  he  kisses  me  and  cuddles me  real  tight

But  hate  the  way  he  bullies  me  and harranges  me  throught  the night

Why does  he create  these  opposing  emotions in  me

I want  him so  to  not  own  me I want  him to set  me free.

 

I am not his little  doll to parade on his  arm

I hate  the way  he  puts me  down infront of friends

Telling  me  with his  smarmy smile  darling  please  be calm.

Yet I love  though  he hurts  me  so, this confusion never ends

 

I love him I hate  him, I  need him, I don’t

I adore  him, I despise  him …..

I don’t  care  he cheats on me’

I do !!!!!!………………. snap!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 

This  is  Just  fooling  around  with  Bee  Idea  for  a  February  daily  challenge! To  suit  her  spoilt  inner  child…. and  mine  come  to that so  here  we go! Hold on to your heart!  Join in  here 

 

 

This post is part of SoCS:

Author: willowdot21

Female, wife, full time mother and Grandmother. I am not as happy go lucky as I used to be but I am still bubbling along on simmer! I have three handsome sons all grown and flown.The youngest married with a beautiful wife and two sons of his own. Back in 2010 I was working, running a home, driving and socializing then bang in a split second all that was gone. I had an accident at home. I broke my back, not for the first time, I had broken it 10 years previously as well. Unfortunately this time I had broken it really badly and it was truly messed up so I had to have two operations. I was told before each operation that the outcome could mean I spend the rest of my life in a wheelchair. Still as some guy once wrote "I am still standing " yes "better than I ever was " I no longer use the walking stick . I had lots of friends before the accident but when things like this happen, you loose most of them. Their lives move on and mine stood still and so they left me behind ...I know that is just the way life is but it hurt and always will. Then I looked around and saw those who were still there for me, these friends are the roses in my garden they need to be tended well. They are the diamonds in the dust. I will of been married 53yrs this comming year. I have found different ways to approach life, use my pain befriend it almost...yer right , well that is what they tell me at the pain clinic ROFLMAO ...... if only I could! I have found an outlet for my fears, frustrations and night terrors . I have started writing poetry if that name can be applied to my writing. I hope I do not come over as a moaning winger. I hope I am past all that. I also hope that you might see how the poetry is moving from very dark through the grey and hopefully in to light. My back is no longer straight it is C shaped because of the injury and I have lost two and a half inches in height but my Pilates and Core teachers have helped me to stand up as straight and be as strong as possible. Pain and depression are still hanging on my arm but I have weapons to use against them and if I say so myself I cope well. I have made lots of new friends, real diamonds. I am also very grateful for all the support and help I have encountered here on Wordpress. Hugs and welcome to everyone who visits.

11 thoughts on “Love is in Da Blog, SoCs. Pushed too far.”

Leave a reply to willowdot21 Cancel reply

This site uses Akismet to reduce spam. Learn how your comment data is processed.

George's Guinea Pig World

Tales from the hutch

Colleen Chesebro, Author & Poet

Crafting Magic through Prose & Poetry

Sillyfrog's Blog

"Once a pond a time..."

Writer Ravenclaw

Books by author Diana Coombes

iMpart

A Collection of Life Stories

New2Writing

KL CALEY

The Elephant's Trunk

🐘 Nancy is a storyteller, music blogger, humorist, quasi poet, curveballer, dreamer 🐘

teleportingweena

~wandering through life in my time machine...you never know where it will stop next~

Mental Health Advocate & Personal Mindset Coach

Effective Strategies for Addressing and Healing from Child Abuse

Keep it alive

A look at life, achieving good physical and mental health and happiness

Tanka Tuesday

Join Us: #TankaTuesday 短歌 火曜日

Kaye Spencer

romance author - Lasterday Stories

Take It Easy

Retired, not expired: words from the after(work)life. And music. Lots of music!

TECUMSEH AND FRIENDS

An open blog for stories about the animals in our lives

Annette Rochelle Aben

~ Communicator, WordSmith, Artist, Guide, Mentor, Muse ~

Curious as a Cathy

Enjoying life through music, doodles, & pix

Pen(n)sive

✨Epicseekerblog, ever seeking answers to questions newly formed in Poems ‘n Stuff, ✨

luna's on line

Writing and Stuff by Chris Hall - Storyteller and Accidental Blogger

Writing to be Read

Authors' Blog - Book Reviews, Author Profiles and Reflections on Writing

Second Wind Leisure Perspectives

Fun, Photography & Friends

glyn40wilton

A mixed bag

Pacific Paratrooper

This WordPress.com site is Pacific War era information

A Teacher's Reflections

Thirty Years of Wonder

Butterfly Sand

Curiosity run amok . . .

Laura McHarrie @ The Hidden Edge

Another Way of Looking at Your Business

Shan Jeniah's Lovely Chaos

Finding Yessings and Blessings in Lifes Messings!

Gypsie’s Wonderful World of Words

Poetry, Flash Fiction, Stories, Musings, Photos

But I Smile Anyway...

Musings and memories, words and wisdom... of a working family woman

Ella Craig

Write here, write now.

Gary A Wilson Stories

A Dime of Time: Mostly 10 Minute Stories, Fiction and Memoirs

Therapy Bits

Living life with dissociative identity disorder and complex ptsd

LADY LEWIS

...what Lady A Lewis thinks about it...

No Facilities

Random thoughts, life lessons, hopes and dreams

pensitivity101

An onion has many layers. So have I!

theindieshe

The independent she who loves life