Today started well, I was up early and at the gym! I had to smile lots of strangers at the gym all in their new gear, couldn’t help but wander how many would still be there in, say three weeks! Well I met my friend and we had our work out and caught up on all the things that had gone on over Christmas.
9.30am Back home sticky time but we managed to get out of the house by
11am without fighting too much though the subject “that must not be mentioned” was mentioned and heatedly discussed!
We had a lovely day with friends, their grandchild, their dogs their happy life………
7.30pm Home after a truly lovely day , got tea made and had a glass of wine, actually felt relaxed even able to cope with the shit flying around my world.
9pm ish eldest son rang the evening went down from there, the husband started another rant on the situation.
23.38pm I am sitting here alone, desperately sad and totally empty. What is the point , where is the hope of things improving . I have promised to try and let go, move forward but how can I when life keeps dropping shit on me from a great height! Hell I am in hell……………..
Sorry can no longer keep any promises !
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