Just Jot It January: Let Go? How?


Today started  well, I was up  early  and  at  the gym! I had  to smile  lots  of  strangers  at  the gym all in their  new  gear, couldn’t  help  but wander  how  many  would  still be there in, say  three weeks! Well I  met  my  friend  and we had our  work out  and caught up  on  all the  things  that had  gone on over Christmas.

9.30am Back home sticky  time   but  we managed  to get out  of  the house  by

11am without fighting too much  though  the subject  “that  must  not  be mentioned”  was mentioned  and heatedly  discussed!

We  had  a lovely  day  with friends, their  grandchild, their  dogs  their  happy  life………

7.30pm   Home after a truly  lovely  day , got  tea  made  and  had a glass of  wine, actually  felt  relaxed even able  to cope  with the shit flying around  my  world.

9pm ish  eldest  son rang  the  evening  went  down from there, the  husband  started  another rant  on the situation.

23.38pm I am sitting  here alone, desperately  sad and totally  empty. What is  the point , where is the hope of  things improving . I have  promised  to try and let go, move  forward but  how can I when life  keeps dropping  shit on  me  from a great height! Hell I am in hell……………..

Sorry  can  no longer  keep any  promises !


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