No one listens no there is no one to care
They wouldn’t notice if I was not there
I am so hungry but I will not eat
I can’t gain weight that would be defeat.
Mum won’t listen she is too busy with her latest date
When they get drunk he corners me and does thing I hate.
Dad is too busy with the new baby and young wife
Where oh! where do I rate in their lives?
I am so hungry but I just can’t eat
If I gain weight then it would mean defeat.
Just some left overs in the fridge and cheese cake
If I just eat that , then sick I can myself make.
I am not hungry, I shall eat later,I will take it to my room
I am so tired , I have no energy, I need to purge soon
Lock the door her boyfriends round again
He smells and he’s brutal and he causes me pain
No one listens no there is no one to care
They wouldn’t notice if I was not there
I am so hungry but I will not eat
I can’t gain weight that would be defeat.
Feb 17, 2014 @ 22:23:20
Terrible subject but well written, Willow.
Feb 17, 2014 @ 22:44:47
Thank you Linda I have been trying to address the unspeakable of late. Hugs to you and the boys. I am off to my bed now.xxx
Feb 18, 2014 @ 00:20:15
Thank you Hope you’re having a good night.
Oh, was the dog found the other night?
Feb 18, 2014 @ 08:01:14
Good morning, the dog? Yes she finally turned up nine am ish wondering up and down the road outside the blind lady’s house, no idea of the grief she’d caused. All’s well that ends well. Hope all is good with. xxxx
Feb 18, 2014 @ 16:32:43
Great! I’m glad she came back. 🙂
I’m doing okay, thanks for asking. Hope all is well with you too. 🙂
Feb 18, 2014 @ 17:39:58
Yes apart from a headache all is well with me! 😉
Feb 17, 2014 @ 22:27:40
Thank you for your post. The story is horrible, but it needs to be voiced. Many blessings to you.
Pastor/Equipping The Saints
Feb 17, 2014 @ 22:43:08
Hello pastor thank you for stopping by and reading my post. Yes it is a sad story but it is a true one repeated over and over by young girls and women all the time and often in families that appear perfect to the outside world. Thank you for taking notice.
Also Pastor thank you for following my blog. I am signing out just now but I shall check your blog out tomorrow. I hope you enjoyed Vlad. Be well be happy and be blessed. X
Feb 17, 2014 @ 23:22:42
Thank you. I will have a rather lengthy story about a total family that has been the subject of sexual abuse. Blessings to you.
Feb 17, 2014 @ 23:30:51
And you too.
Feb 17, 2014 @ 22:48:40
Willow, this is a great call to awareness (and hopefully action) for a problem that is far too common. It reminds us once again the importance of being able to listen to others, of making the time to pay attention to others. We all need to feel like we matter to someone, and that our situations are not hopeless.
Feb 17, 2014 @ 23:00:20
Yes Deborah you are so right if we all could just help one child or teenager or just another human.. If only. Hugs xxxx
Feb 18, 2014 @ 11:39:38
You’ve highlighted the illness so well, Sweet Willow, self/ body awareness goes out of sync and creates a serious problem that never goes away. So many issues can contribute too.
hugs aplenty my friend. xPenx
Feb 18, 2014 @ 15:48:03
Yes it is a very nasty illness that attacks the weak and vulnerable and as you say Pen has far reaching and long term consequences! Hugs Pen. xxxxxx
Feb 19, 2014 @ 15:01:41
So visionary, and how many of us are there I wonder? Overeat or undereat for the same reason – to stop the pain when self harming doesn’t work. How many are we? How many more will join us in the next 10 months? We need to bring this out but how can we when the only ones interested in our suffering are those suffering the same as us?
Feb 19, 2014 @ 15:40:35
I don’t know Dave I wish I did all we can do is to keep talking about it , keep putting it out in the open. Be brave and be well. xx