FanFoFeb, Why Don’t you see me.

No one listens no there is no one to care

They wouldn’t notice if I was not there

I am so hungry but I will not eat

I can’t gain weight that would be defeat.

 

Mum won’t listen she is too busy with her latest date

When they get drunk he corners me and does thing I hate.

Dad is too busy with the  new baby and young wife

Where oh! where do I rate in their lives?

 

I am so hungry but I just can’t eat

If I gain weight then it would mean defeat.

Just some left overs in the fridge and cheese cake

If I just eat that , then sick I can myself make.

 

I am not hungry, I shall eat later,I will take it to my room

I am so tired , I have no energy, I need to purge soon

Lock the door her boyfriends  round again

He smells and he’s brutal and he causes me pain

 

No one listens no there is no one to care

They wouldn’t notice if I was not there

I am so hungry but I will not eat

I can’t gain weight that would be defeat.

 

 

 

 

16 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. LindaGHill
    Feb 17, 2014 @ 22:23:20

    Terrible subject but well written, Willow.

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  2. Equipping The Saints
    Feb 17, 2014 @ 22:27:40

    Thank you for your post. The story is horrible, but it needs to be voiced. Many blessings to you.
    Pastor/Equipping The Saints

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    • willowdot21
      Feb 17, 2014 @ 22:43:08

      Hello pastor thank you for stopping by and reading my post. Yes it is a sad story but it is a true one repeated over and over by young girls and women all the time and often in families that appear perfect to the outside world. Thank you for taking notice.
      Also Pastor thank you for following my blog. I am signing out just now but I shall check your blog out tomorrow. I hope you enjoyed Vlad. Be well be happy and be blessed. X

      Reply

  3. Deborah
    Feb 17, 2014 @ 22:48:40

    Willow, this is a great call to awareness (and hopefully action) for a problem that is far too common. It reminds us once again the importance of being able to listen to others, of making the time to pay attention to others. We all need to feel like we matter to someone, and that our situations are not hopeless.

    Reply

  4. penpusherpen
    Feb 18, 2014 @ 11:39:38

    You’ve highlighted the illness so well, Sweet Willow, self/ body awareness goes out of sync and creates a serious problem that never goes away. So many issues can contribute too.
    hugs aplenty my friend. xPenx

    Reply

  5. davebarclay1954
    Feb 19, 2014 @ 15:01:41

    So visionary, and how many of us are there I wonder? Overeat or undereat for the same reason – to stop the pain when self harming doesn’t work. How many are we? How many more will join us in the next 10 months? We need to bring this out but how can we when the only ones interested in our suffering are those suffering the same as us?

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