Till death do us part

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The red berries are like my bleeding heart.
Your cold, cold words are tearing me apart.
Your harsh words so quickly said eat away at  me.
I can never be what you want, it’s not what I am, you see.

 

How did this happen, when?   how can this be so

We used to be so close and happy, you know.

There has always been tension and sprinkling of fear

But there was always love and tenderness , there was my  dear.

 

Now  we are together but a thousand miles apart

You don’t seem to want or need me and it is breaking my heart.

There is no answer. You just no longer care

I doubt you would miss me if I was not even there……………………

 

Do I resent this state, do I want this celibacy I have been force in to

Just  how to get through the long lonely  nights and endless days of nothing to do

Things I enjoy doing seem to deeply annoy you ,especially my writing.

Sometimes I think the silence fits me well, but then again anything,  anything screaming or fighting.

Would help to feel alive  and not stuck in this hell.

 

 

8 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Johnny Ojanpera
    Oct 13, 2013 @ 16:41:11

    : ( Oh my heart…

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  2. LadyBlueRose's Thoughts Into Words
    Oct 13, 2013 @ 17:50:19

    sometimes I wonder if our thoughts are so connected
    someone hears them as we whisper to the wind
    WOW..Willow….I won’t even say how close you are here…
    Take Care…
    )0(

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  3. saminaiqbal27
    Oct 14, 2013 @ 01:31:33

    My heart truly aches when I read something like this Willow. I wonder if two people living together and loving each other could be strangers like this with time? The thought is fearful. I am glad you are fine. Take care.

    Reply

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