I am empty , running on fumes
Like a dried out lighter sparking up tombs.
I have no more to offer you, nothing more to say
You no longer care for me I feel you pushing me away.
You could not make it plainer how little you think of me.
Nothing I say or do can help any more, you have me locked down now I am no longer free.
You are always so angry with me I cannot work out what to say or do
Everything I say, everything I do does nothing but annoy you.
I am falling down the ladder getting closer to the floor
I am sure I shall be smashed and battered soon I cannot fight no more.
willowdot21 
Jul 28, 2013 @ 18:21:32
But you can will yourself to get up and rise out of the ashes. Hugs and peaces, Barbara
Jul 28, 2013 @ 22:04:18
There are many who love your genuine heart! I send you a hug and a smile, for things will get better soon, let your faith increase! I believe in you my sister!
Jul 29, 2013 @ 00:58:55
Thank you Wendell for your kind words of encouragement I shall be strong and take faith. xx
Jul 29, 2013 @ 09:00:12
totally beyond grief, Sweet Willow, it always seems so unbelievable that someone should hold such sway over our lives, but we fight on, as survivors my friend. hugs aplenty always. xPenx
Jul 29, 2013 @ 20:00:43
Yes , it is the way things are isn’t it?
Jul 29, 2013 @ 10:59:32
You can and will be stronger I promise, I know the pain, how is feels as your heart is shredded how it hurts so much it is a physical pain but you will get through it and after the pain and the emptiness has passed you will realise you are so much stronger than you ever believed you will see the world through new eyes and appreciate the beauty around you so much more, you will recognise the weak for what they are and understand the faults were never yours to correct
Jul 29, 2013 @ 19:59:11
Thank you Paula, thank you.
Jul 29, 2013 @ 12:53:57
Take heart and courage…this pain is something that I’ve had to face, and I faced it by learning to fight back and defend my right to exist, to be. It took a long time and maybe in the end it will mean a drawing up of sums and just saying…ok enough. maybe I shouldn’t be saying these things to you, you don’t know me nor I you…I don’t know your situation…but the meaness of soul that can only feel worthwhile by hurting others, must be recognized for what it is and stopped dead in its tracks. That need in others is a slow monster that just keeps on growing unless you say no. The first no is the hardest…at first maybe weak…but you have to learn to say no.
Jul 29, 2013 @ 19:57:10
Everything you say is true. Thank you for your support. The first no is the hardest but as you say it must be said!!
Aug 02, 2013 @ 02:00:30
Hang in there, milady, all things come to those who can wait… I can only wish I had a magical solution for you, but, I know in the end, your loving spirit will survive… and, you aren’t alone… Bastet is right, BTW… about saying no to those who would deny our right to live our life…. Be strong, and Blessed Be, sister…. 😀
Aug 02, 2013 @ 12:31:45
Thank you Gigoid I shall be strong, I hope to be blessed. You are right I am strong and I am patient and I am learning to say NO! this is my time. Thank you !! xxxxxxx
Aug 20, 2013 @ 23:52:35
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Thank you for the reblog.