Sparking

I am empty , running on fumes

Like a dried out lighter sparking up tombs.

I have no more to offer you, nothing more to say

You no longer care for me I feel you pushing me away.

You could not make it plainer  how little you think of me.

Nothing I say or do can help any more, you have me locked down now I am no longer free.

You are always so angry with me I cannot work out what to say or do

Everything  I say, everything I do does nothing but annoy you.

I am falling down  the ladder getting  closer to the floor

I am sure I shall be smashed and battered  soon I cannot fight no more.

13 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. IdealisticRebel
    Jul 28, 2013 @ 18:21:32

    But you can will yourself to get up and rise out of the ashes. Hugs and peaces, Barbara

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  2. Wendell A. Brown
    Jul 28, 2013 @ 22:04:18

    There are many who love your genuine heart! I send you a hug and a smile, for things will get better soon, let your faith increase! I believe in you my sister!

    Reply

  3. penpusherpen
    Jul 29, 2013 @ 09:00:12

    totally beyond grief, Sweet Willow, it always seems so unbelievable that someone should hold such sway over our lives, but we fight on, as survivors my friend. hugs aplenty always. xPenx

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  4. paulaacton
    Jul 29, 2013 @ 10:59:32

    You can and will be stronger I promise, I know the pain, how is feels as your heart is shredded how it hurts so much it is a physical pain but you will get through it and after the pain and the emptiness has passed you will realise you are so much stronger than you ever believed you will see the world through new eyes and appreciate the beauty around you so much more, you will recognise the weak for what they are and understand the faults were never yours to correct

    Reply

  5. Bastet
    Jul 29, 2013 @ 12:53:57

    Take heart and courage…this pain is something that I’ve had to face, and I faced it by learning to fight back and defend my right to exist, to be. It took a long time and maybe in the end it will mean a drawing up of sums and just saying…ok enough. maybe I shouldn’t be saying these things to you, you don’t know me nor I you…I don’t know your situation…but the meaness of soul that can only feel worthwhile by hurting others, must be recognized for what it is and stopped dead in its tracks. That need in others is a slow monster that just keeps on growing unless you say no. The first no is the hardest…at first maybe weak…but you have to learn to say no.

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  6. gigoid
    Aug 02, 2013 @ 02:00:30

    Hang in there, milady, all things come to those who can wait… I can only wish I had a magical solution for you, but, I know in the end, your loving spirit will survive… and, you aren’t alone… Bastet is right, BTW… about saying no to those who would deny our right to live our life…. Be strong, and Blessed Be, sister…. 😀

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    • willowdot21
      Aug 02, 2013 @ 12:31:45

      Thank you Gigoid I shall be strong, I hope to be blessed. You are right I am strong and I am patient and I am learning to say NO! this is my time. Thank you !! xxxxxxx

      Reply

  7. beatniksifu
    Aug 20, 2013 @ 23:52:35

    Reblogged this on . . . We All Are The Universe..

    Reply

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