Hush! silence please , I can’t think, I can’t cope
My head is melting , I’m loosing it, loosing hope!
Everyone is a little mental, I do not mean to be detrimental.
But just look at me I am loosing all control
Changing , melding , loosing my soul.
I look in the mirror and see all my colours bleeding
No definition left of me, my sanity’s receding.
Look at those colours drooping and melding
There is not much of me left now, even after all that welding.
My canvas is signed though my imprint is hard to find
No use have I for your platitudes. Though I think you’re very kind.
I still have one eye left though it can no longer focus
I hold a flower in my hand not knowing if it be Rose or lowly Crocus.
Emotions they are all swirling as the moments of my life are pearling
Empty husks of shells they have become, open bleeding, unfurling.
Hardly breathing , silently screaming I’ve lost them all
I’ve lost my feelings. My fists are flailing against that huge brick wall.
Dripping my feeling are all dripping out of my heart slipping
I crawl along the floor like a discarded slice of bread and dripping.
I was a carefully crafted work of human art
I was, but no longer, I am melting , dripping , slowly falling apart .
willowdot21 
