Shut the door , shut them all out cover your ears
Pull the curtain, drop the latch wish you could shut out your fears.
The pain is building, pumping in your blood, echoing in your head .
Find the tin box, the one you hide , with the knife and tissues under your bed.
Put the light on take a deep breath not long now release is at hand.
Take the knife watch it cut , cut deep see the red line expand
Seeping out it takes the pain , make it work this time again
Make it work deeper we go , damn it’s gushing tissues quick make no stain.
Why won’t it stop , just watch it flow
Making all my pain and fears go
I am feel so cold ,I can’t stop shaking
Falling, falling all is fading something is all my agony taking ………………….