I thought I had better let you all know that J did indeed recover and thrive. It took over a year for him to recover completely. I am pleased to report he was a beautiful baby, a cheeky toddler a normal teenager, a music student and with many a turn along the way he is now a happily married man. In fact at his wedding his eldest brother took my arm and said ‘ don’t start crying now mum you will set me off, that is my baby brother standing at the top of that aisle ‘
Funny really my eldest son nearly died when he was born, if my husband had not noticed he was blue and shivering we might have lost him. He was whisked away and the next time we saw him he was in an incubator, tubes and wires all over the place. A shot of red hair and blue blue eyes.
He was there for over a fortnight, one of the hardest things I had to do was to go home and leave him behind, my baby, my boy, my first born. I spent as much time as possible at the hospital but it never felt it was long enough!
He survived , he refused to feed when I finally got him home. Apparently this is not unusual for a prem baby used to being fed by tubes. I shall not go into his ups and downs which were MANY! He is alive and well and fast approaching forty . He has always been a force for life.
Then our middle son was born, again prem, he was an express birth. 7pm I was cooking dinner for guests, my husband not yet home from work… when M decided to put in an appearance! It was a case of neighbour came in to babysit until our friends arrived to cook their own dinner! I taken off in an Ambulance, husband arrived 8.45pm baby arrives 9pm, I went into shock, baby went into incubator!
Again all went well in the end. M has had a hard time. He has been a trouble teenager and a troubled man but he has always worked hard and is a loving person.
After I broke my back the second time I had been in hospital for nearly 26hrs, I was in agony, I needed a catheter, some pain relief and the sister kept telling me we need to wait for the Dr to arrive. I was desperate, my husband had gone home to get me some things, I was alone scared and in pain. M waked in to the ward, he took in the situation, he spoke to the sister, told me all was going to be fine, I would be catheterized and given pain relief asap, I was going for an scan right now and he was coming with me. He took charge and helped me when I needed him most and all that after a long drive to get to see me.
I am going to stop now and hope I have not bored you. I am going to leave you with a video and expresses all the advice I have ever want to give my boys.Not only advice but all the things I hope for them in the lyrics of the song. I love my family and I love all of you .
May 03, 2013 @ 00:31:57
Not boring at all. 😀 I think every mom can relate to some, if not all, the feelings you speak of. My baby is getting married in October… I sure hope I don’t “start”, cuz when one of us does…. then we all do it. 😀
May 03, 2013 @ 05:04:27
Thank you, it is hard to know what your reactions will be on the day but all I can say is cry if you want too! 🙂 xxxx
May 03, 2013 @ 12:54:47
I’m happy to hear things turned out well, I was a prem baby and had to be incubated for about a month. Its amazing how babies who would have died years ago are able to thrive because of that one medical advancement. Keep writing dear your not boring.
May 03, 2013 @ 13:45:07
Yes it is a wonder that incubator, all three of my boys were prem so I thank God and the clever person who thought of it ….probably borrowed from a farmer!
I am so pleased that you are safe and sound or else we would not have met which would of made my life the poorer thank you for you encouragement!
May 04, 2013 @ 03:00:55
Miracles are everywhere Willow! Have total faith that nothing is in vain and everything presumably LOST will be recompensed !
May 04, 2013 @ 17:54:32
Yes they are and thank God they are!
May 04, 2013 @ 07:18:55
Hope you have not bored us? NOT AT ALL, Willow. I have not read so much about you personally directly, ever I don’t think. It’s always poems that leave me wondering how you are.
Breaking your back twice – agony. You are a wonderful survivor of life, Willow 🙂
May 04, 2013 @ 08:11:08
Thanks Noeleen ‘a wonderful survivor of life?’ it takes one to know one 🙂
May 04, 2013 @ 11:39:39
’tis always good to share, Sweet Willow, so many people are uplifted by reading of others life stories, heartwarming and painful though they be, they are a monument to your years on this earth, … a sign of your lovely and caring nature.. . I’m so glad you completed the story of your children and your own painful injury… warmest (and softest)of hugs… xPenx
May 04, 2013 @ 17:47:43
Thank you Pen, I do not know what made me write about those days , but maybe as you say it might help someone? Hugs back to you.xxxxx
May 12, 2013 @ 21:58:50
Very informative, It’s helps in my project
Mar 07, 2014 @ 16:17:40
Bored? Are you kidding? What a time you’ve had of it. Such memories, no-one can bury.
Mar 07, 2014 @ 21:46:14
I am glad that you were not bored it was hard times but at least we all survived!!
Mar 08, 2014 @ 00:19:06
😀 🙂