He is there again , waiting drooling anticipating my pain! He knows he has me cornered, trapped within his sights, back against the wall .. I am lost, lost without hope on the edge of the precipice about to fall.
I hear him, he is dogging my steps. Snapping at my heels, waiting for me to fall so he can get on his belly and towards me crawl. He is wining with expectation imagining the taste of my fear. His red eyes glaring at me longingly wanting to rip out my soul Oh!God he is here he is here!
Stalking me I feel his hot breath on the back of my neck, his saliva running down my body hot and sticky. I am loosing it, I give up what the heck. Things are closing in on me so many demands on me like I am strung up with piano wire no hope of being cut free!
He has me on the wire as he lays in the corner of my room and watches me through every sleepless night. He never sleeps nor do I, we watch each other terrified eye to eye. I fend him off best I can but I do not know how much longer I can make this stand.
He can out run me in every way, the pressure drains me more each day. People don’t believe me I hear them say. “Shake yourself out of this it is a brand new day”…………….. But they don’t see him, on every corner, in every shadow , three steps behind me leering smelling my blood my fear. He has me, I am lost, no way out and he is here.
Feb 10, 2013 @ 23:37:47
Like bee to honey, fear attracts the dog – Is there any way to set down that fear?
Feb 11, 2013 @ 21:44:02
The only thing to do is to stand and face it … look it in the eyes and embrace it. Become it’s friend.
Feb 11, 2013 @ 00:30:47
Descriptive story; seems like you really believe it!
Feb 11, 2013 @ 07:09:14
Yes I do the black dog of depression is ever present. I hope he never stalks you. Keep well and happy.
Feb 11, 2013 @ 07:23:43
i’ve befriended mine. he’s more like a puppy, now. may yours be comforted and kept on his lease 🙂
Feb 11, 2013 @ 07:36:09
🙂 I am very pleased to hear that and I am striving to follow your examle. I was concerned you might miss read message I meant no aggression. 🙂
Feb 11, 2013 @ 17:17:33
i only experience your kindness.
Feb 11, 2013 @ 17:25:01
I am pleased to hear that 🙂
Feb 13, 2013 @ 06:27:21
Or ignore it…
P/s I believe it should come through now.
Feb 13, 2013 @ 13:25:58
Yes all is well now
Feb 11, 2013 @ 16:05:20
Ginger Rottweilers always here, QOS !
Feb 11, 2013 @ 17:24:06
Thank you ginger that is so good to know.
Feb 12, 2013 @ 09:43:53
Oh Willow, is this where you’ve been at? I can so feel what you’re saying. I KNOW it, I KNOW it.
Oh please, sunshine, someone’s loving hand… I really wish you more well.
xx
Feb 12, 2013 @ 09:53:00
I know I have to stand and face the beast and look it in the eye…. I just can’t right now..but soon, I will soon. I grab your hand Noeleen..thank you. xxx
Feb 12, 2013 @ 09:51:43
I know I have to stand and face the beast and look it in the eye…. I just can’t right now..but soon, I will soon. I grab your hand Noeleen..thank you. xxx