No escape

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escape

escape

escape

I thought I had escaped at last the clinging ties that hold me fast. I though with age things would relent and all the harsh things you’d said were just not meant.So many years I have carried the fears that have weighed me down and reduced me to tears.

How long is this path I have to walk while all my short falls on your, black board, you chalk. I just think I see the light and as towards it, my way I fight. You watch me nearly reach my goal then you scoop me up and drop me in your goldfish bowl.

How long can this torment last? When will you loose these chains that have me in their grasp.Why must each day be another trial that sees me fail , stupid, lazy , ignorant and vile.Why must it always be your way, why must I adhere to everything you say. You march on your eyes and ears tight shut and I am dragged in your wake all bruised and cut.

I am tired and and weak of heart lost for words, by your demons I am  slowly torn apart. After all these years I cannot melt your icy heart but I guess I new that from the start. How can I fight these devils, they are yours not mine but still they are killing me as around my heart they entwine.

 

11 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. frommymusings2u
    Dec 05, 2012 @ 00:20:12

    Very emotionally charged write..feeling in every word…many thanks for sharing!
    Rachael

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  2. Mira Jay
    Dec 05, 2012 @ 21:21:15

    Written with tears yet nicely done….my favorite part was the closure.

    Peace & Light

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  3. zendictive
    Dec 06, 2012 @ 02:03:54

    to simply accept the fact your a miracle, living, a creature who’s odds of being here are slim and none, to accept what is and grab what life is left before so many more come and go in what to this earth is like a blink of an eye. (*_*) I love the poetic literature you twist into words that spiral the soul into a thought train.

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    • willowdot21
      Dec 06, 2012 @ 16:14:56

      Thank you Art, sometimes the words just come spiraling out sometimes with a definite thought in mind sometimes not but always the seed of a thought. X X X

      Reply

  4. eof737
    Dec 07, 2012 @ 20:08:07

    Healing light and love to you…

    Reply

  5. willowdot21
    Dec 07, 2012 @ 20:10:19

    Thank you so much accepted with gratitude. xxx 🙂

    Reply

  6. WordsFallFromMyEyes
    Dec 26, 2012 @ 23:40:34

    I can feel the tired in this, Willow, the exhaustion. Hope you got that light & love shining on you, from eo737. Hope you are okay.

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    • willowdot21
      Dec 27, 2012 @ 11:17:04

      It is a hard one to explain, this is my life there in those words, but I know it for what it is and for whatever reason I have chosen to stay. My word is my bond my life is no harder than the next person’s.

      Reply

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