Self loathing.

Here I am, your dirty secret, the other side of you that’s not for others to see. I get raked up from your hell when you need to be set free.

I am here to salve your conscience I am here to do things you want to do but dare not to.

You make me whore for you against a door or wall for you. I am the queen of dark I stun the men and quiet the dogs before they bark.

I live your darkest dreams I roam your weirdest landscapes and fight your monsters  your evil side I gleam.

You do not know how low I think you are, you have no idea that I see your all innermost scars. I know the secrets of your evil soul I know inside out and I know you whole.

13 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. granbee
    Sep 05, 2012 @ 19:22:38

    Insights can reveal dark evil–but let us turn back to the light before we ourselves are darkened.


  2. hiddinsight
    Sep 05, 2012 @ 20:41:54



  3. stephenedwards425
    Sep 05, 2012 @ 21:10:07

    Willow you illuminate the dark with your clear, pure voice.

    Be encouraged!


  4. mountainmae
    Sep 06, 2012 @ 03:17:28

    It is hard to hit like to such a sad post. Sharing is good. May you not linger long in this dark place. It is as it is. Find your good , what makes you able to be happy and hang on to that image. Hugs to you.


    • willowdot21
      Sep 06, 2012 @ 18:55:48

      I am trying to show how destructive self loathing can be. I have been there but thankfully I am not there now. Thank you for caring I do appreciate you caring. Hugs back to you too


  5. kate58
    Sep 06, 2012 @ 06:38:34

    Another person’s secrets can be a heavy burden.


  6. eof737
    Sep 08, 2012 @ 11:13:24

    Very interesting… 🙂


  7. zendictive
    Sep 08, 2012 @ 14:25:55

    love the vibe in this write…
    on a note for your crusade against child slavery, I watched two good movies on this subject, “6 bullets and the whistle blower” keep it up!


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