We may not be together but we are not far apart. You my dearest sisters are never far from my heart.
We may stand on different shorelines separated by the sea and county but we are never to far that my words cannot reach you and your thoughts cannot affected me.
The other night I spoke my grief I let out my pain. I put it here on line not realizing I’d cause you so much strain.
My selfish words hit you like a curse and drew your heart strings tighter than a mean man’s purse.
So I write this to tell you, all my sister’s three. I am whole and still standing, so you need not fear for me. My way may be dark and uncertain I am not sure of my road. But to know you are all there, helps me balance this heavy load.
Also my dear friends who read my outpourings, who follow me every night I really need to thank you have supported and helped me face this plight. The clouds will some day soon be parting and I must choose my way and step by step I shall make my way back to the light and a better day.
Female, wife, full time mother and Grandmother. I am not as happy go lucky as I used to be but I am still bubbling along on simmer! I have three handsome sons all grown and flown.The youngest married with a beautiful wife and two sons of his own. Back in 2010 I was working, running a home, driving and socializing then bang in a split second all that was gone. I had an accident at home. I broke my back, not for the first time, I had broken it 10 years previously as well. Unfortunately this time I had broken it really badly and it was truly messed up so I had to have two operations. I was told before each operation that the outcome could mean I spend the rest of my life in a wheelchair. Still as some guy once wrote "I am still standing " yes "better than I ever was " I no longer use the walking stick . I had lots of friends before the accident but when things like this happen, you loose most of them. Their lives move on and mine stood still and so they left me behind ...I know that is just the way life is but it hurt and always will. Then I looked around and saw those who were still there for me, these friends are the roses in my garden they need to be tended well. They are the diamonds in the dust. I will of been married 53yrs this comming year. I have found different ways to approach life, use my pain befriend it almost...yer right , well that is what they tell me at the pain clinic ROFLMAO ...... if only I could! I have found an outlet for my fears, frustrations and night terrors . I have started writing poetry if that name can be applied to my writing. I hope I do not come over as a moaning winger. I hope I am past all that. I also hope that you might see how the poetry is moving from very dark through the grey and hopefully in to light.
My back is no longer straight it is C shaped because of the injury and I have lost two and a half inches in height but my Pilates and Core teachers have helped me to stand up as straight and be as strong as possible. Pain and depression are still hanging on my arm but I have weapons to use against them and if I say so myself I cope well.
I have made lots of new friends, real diamonds. I am also very grateful for all the support and help I have encountered here on Wordpress. Hugs and welcome to everyone who visits.
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I will always be one with you in love, in sharing,in caring, in spirit and one in the life of everyday’s breath…i am one always with you! Much love to you my sister!
hallo liebe willowdot ich habe zwei schwestern aber durch den krieg sind wier immer getrennt gewesen und nun sehr weit voneinander entfehrnt sende dir liebe gruesse jasmin damaro
Liebe Jasmin Ich hoffe, Sie können in Kontakt mit deinen Schwestern halten. Ich weiß, mir sind so wichtig für mich. Ich bete, dass Sie mit eine gute Woche. xxxxxx
I am grateful for everyone ‘s support. and. I am aware of the concerns I may of caused. So I felt I should make my gratitude known. God love and bless you all xxxxx
willowdot21 
I will always be one with you in love, in sharing,in caring, in spirit and one in the life of everyday’s breath…i am one always with you! Much love to you my sister!
Thank you I do appreciate the love and support and I am always there for you .
hallo liebe willowdot ich habe zwei schwestern aber durch den krieg sind wier immer getrennt gewesen und nun sehr weit voneinander entfehrnt sende dir liebe gruesse jasmin damaro
Liebe Jasmin Ich hoffe, Sie können in Kontakt mit deinen Schwestern halten. Ich weiß, mir sind so wichtig für mich. Ich bete, dass Sie mit eine gute Woche. xxxxxx
Lovely lovely xo
You are all lovely to me.
Unison 🙂 xx
yes sister yes!
Willow even though I am one of u’re occassional visitors in u’re site but I am one of those who love and treasure you, God Bless…. 🙂
Thank you so much willofheart you are treasured to me too.
May the Holy Spirit give you courage, wisdom and understanding. You are always in my heart.
Thank you Tess and you are always in my heart too!
a little under the weather today…as I make my rounds to reach out and hug my blogging friends… ‘hug’ (~_*)
Hugs and healthy vibes coming back your way Art , be brave be well be encouragedxxxx
My light is with you, Willow, brightening your path ❤ xxx ❤
It is Mark and I am so grateful
or even Martin 😉 xx
So so sorry I was thinking of my middle son and wrote his name ..see II even mess my thank yous up!! xx
*hug* don’t think like that, Willow xxxx it was just a mistake 🙂
😉
We feel your love for us and thank you from the bottom our hearts for your sweet and tender consideration of our concerns for your welfare!
I am grateful for everyone ‘s support. and. I am aware of the concerns I may of caused. So I felt I should make my gratitude known. God love and bless you all xxxxx
Beautiful and heart-warming.
Thank you so are you along with all my friends and family on line. I hope you are well xx
If you cry with pain, that is not selfish. If we share something of your hurt, we are pained but not damaged. “No man is an island”.
Thank you. I am strengthened by your words
Amen and all will be well!
aye it will!
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