Long Life? Not For Me

Long Life ? not for me.

photo credits http://www.colourbox.com/

The ground lies frozen like your heart.

My loves lies bleeding your cruel words wrenched it apart.

A blood red stain spreads fed by my tears

Shed silently watering the growth of my fears.

Sharp new icicles tinged in red look so pretty

Belying their hard hearts, mean and bereft of pity.

My hand is frozen like your heart. My fingers

Are lifeless like the dark barren trees.

Your ears are deaf to all of my pleas.

My eyes are red ringed and watery blue,

Hiding the untold story of my love wasted on you.

Not one more minute can I bare.

This place is too crowded,

Why do they all stare?

My coffee is frozen like your heart; a skin forms so my spoon,

like pain rips it apart.

No more can I wait, I tremble and shake I look for answer,

which road should I take?

I leave the table and go out through the door.

Leaving droplets of my life’s blood in a trail on the floor.

The ground is frozen there has been fresh snow.

Blindly I stumble weaving to and throw. The pain is throbbing inside my head relentlessly repeating the words that you said.despair

I can’t go on, I can’t stand still, and the echo of your words is making me ill.

My eyes are frozen like the ground; my life’s blood is spreading all around.

I have no more room for pain in my heart. The knife that I hold will be my new start.

photo credits http://artblart.com/

 

My heart is frozen it beats no more. It’s suddenly quiet and I feel  still and sure.

No longer frightened no longer cold, at least I know I’ll never grow old.

11 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Mrs. Peacock
    Jul 08, 2012 @ 01:27:41

    Powerful piece. I relate to it very well

    Reply

  2. Pointless Paranoia
    Jul 08, 2012 @ 14:27:57

    It’s so nice to read your work again! Very beautiful! I envy you so much!

    Reply

  3. zendictive
    Jul 15, 2012 @ 13:29:22

    “the good die young” so they say… I like the saying that dogs live shorter lives cause we are all placed her to learn forgiveness and compassion, dogs seem to learn it faster than humans so they live shorter lives than humans who take longer to learn the lesson. (~_~)

    Reply

  4. eof737
    Jul 29, 2012 @ 05:09:00

    Disturbing. Riveting, A warning for us all…

    Reply

    • willowdot21
      Jul 29, 2012 @ 11:16:08

      The pain of an abusive relationship even be it mental abuse can drive some people to the ultimate sin to pay the ultimate price ……….. grief loneliness and emptiness. xx

      Reply

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