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It has been hiding in the shadows shrinking from the sun but it had no trouble finding me today it’s had its fill of fun.
Sleep has never been my friend it has eluded me for so long but to bring it’s nasty little friend, pain with it, to me, somehow seems very wrong.
The pills that they give me to fight the pain are not quite up to the job, pain seems to out run them even enjoys itself as it listens to me sob.
I cannot do without them. On them I am hooked there is nothing stronger so my goose is firmly cooked. So pain is hiding, just out of reach of the painkillers so it is me that has to screech!
I close my eyes and take a deep breath. Do what I have to do, shutting out my pain I smile and act normal do what I have to do. No one wants to hear me moan, don’t say you do because I know that is not true .