No, It has not been easy, no easy ride. It has been shit and it has been painful I cannot count the number of times I have cried.
It has been gut wrenchingly awful like being flayed alive. It has been soul-destroyingly embarrassing friends and family see my pain there is nowhere to hide.
There is no way to describe it the empty and black pit that I am trapped in, fending off all of life’s shit.
Watch out for the cracks they open when you are not aware their evil hands of fate cut my ankles with their sharp nails longing to drag me down, down there.
Each time I think it can get no worse the thumbnail screws of fate are smiling tightened it is like a bloody curse. The door opens, or the phone rings something simple will set it off I could be the tiniest of things.
The storm clouds roll in demons clinging on their tails I given it my best I have struggled through this life I have tried and tried and yet again I’ve failed!
