Dancing in my head.

You will not lose that curvature and  your figure will never be the same and I am sorry to say, dear, you need to get used to that pain.

Looking out the window I heard the words they said  but I was miles away by then dancing in my head .

When I get tired-out walking dragging through rain or snow their words creep back to bug me but I’ll work hard and all of them  I’ll show.

When I feel pushed and pressured and all I can think of is the words that they said. I close my eyes and bugger them I go dancing in my head!

When looking in the mirror is too much to bare and my clothes don’t look as they should so I feel none of them can I wear. I close my eyes and pick up the music thread and bugger them I go dancing in my head!

When pain is over baring and I can’t get out of bed I close my eyes and bugger them I go dancing in my head.  I am still me I know it even though I do not look the same when I am feeling at my worst I play my saving game. I am sorry if you think me rude and blanch at things I’ve said but when it all becomes too much I go dancing in my head.

I always loved to dance and get angry when I look back for not dancing more. Okay I would of had to have done so on my own my other half would not of joined me but now it is too late my dancing days have flown. So when I feel  tired or in pain or all I can think of is the words the doctors said I close my eyes and kick out, bugger them I am dancing in my head!

23 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. fatimasaysell
    Mar 15, 2012 @ 16:52:30

    Dancing is one of the things that keeps me sane.

    Reply

  2. stevehallsbooks
    Mar 15, 2012 @ 17:38:19

    Don’t let the little buggers get you down! 🙂

    Reply

  3. Betty Hayes Albright
    Mar 15, 2012 @ 21:30:21

    Willow, I can relate to this struggle – you’ve expressed it so well. (I too am limited to dancing in my head these days.) We shall dance in our hearts, souls and minds forever! Sending a dancing hug to you. 🙂

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  4. WordsFallFromMyEyes
    Mar 17, 2012 @ 09:49:11

    Well DAMN GOOD ON YOU, and may you forever dance in your head. Good on you for staying above things, but sincere sorry you can’t dance any more. I wish you light, and love 🙂

    Reply

    • willowdot21
      Mar 17, 2012 @ 15:46:31

      Dear Noeleen thank you so much for your kind words and wishes and I happily accept your offer of light and love! and I shall be round for another cuppa and a catch up soon. 😉 xx

      Reply

  5. ravenofleyla
    Mar 17, 2012 @ 18:17:13

    Dancing in your head must be magical and mystical many days. Land of make believe is such a fun place to stay 😉

    Reply

  6. LadyBlueRose's Thoughts Into Words
    Mar 18, 2012 @ 03:17:05

    where there is will there is always a way to
    fulfill our dreams ….
    even if it is dancing within our minds…
    this was really beautiful Willow…
    I too dance there alot these days..

    Take Care…
    )0(

    Reply

    • willowdot21
      Mar 18, 2012 @ 07:49:29

      Well that is so true Ladybluerose and I shall look out for you next time I am there and we can boogie on down together…( boogie on down, showing my age a tad!! 😉 )

      Reply

  7. granbee
    Mar 20, 2012 @ 19:35:03

    Hey, in our heads is where we were actually dancing “back in the day” when we just THOUGHT we were pain free! You twirl on the ceiling for all of us, okay?

    Reply

  8. gingerweir
    Mar 24, 2012 @ 05:51:35

    I’m with you, QOS.
    Shake it !
    XXX

    Reply

  9. bearspawprint
    Jun 24, 2013 @ 16:01:03

    With you and you and you I shall escape what can never be said —by dancing in my head

    Reply

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