
I read Zendictives post this morning and it so inspired me . The words hit home and so I wrote this. Thank you again Art for inspiration. I wrote ” This Is The Hill”
Here is the link to Zendictives post. http://zendictive.wordpress.com/2012/02/07/the-ant/
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This is the hill
This is the hill I have to climb this is the load I have been handed by the Divine. This is the path I have to take , whether or not I want to this is the way I have to make. I do not know the reason or the rhyme, no doubt all will be revealed to me in good time.
“Make friends with your pain” they said to me, “include it in all you do that is the way your life can be free”. I hardly believed them, but what do I know, and I need life to be liveable so I gave it a go. For a long while I fought things, I hardened my mind I got depressed and home bound and dare I admit, unkind!
I felt so sorry for my lot and sadly as I could not meet them most my friends me soon forgot. Thankfully this did not last too long and I realized I needed to adapt or I would be insane before long. Now the friends that were real I have encouraged again and the others are no loss and not worth the pain. I do all I can, all my physio and deep core exercises my walking and Pilates! I smile all I can and I laugh often and if I don’t look in the mirror my bent back and shape can be forgotten.
Then I found wordpress hip and hooray and I have spewed out my venom and hurt and I am improving mentally each day. I have found lots of friends and some from other sites too and I am loving everyone’s’ talent and hoping I have some too!
This is the hill I have to climb this is the load I have been handed by the Divine. This is the path I have to take , whether or not I want to this is the way I have to make. I do not know the reason or the rhyme, no doubt all will be revealed to me in good time.