I want to run, I want to hide. I want to skip through water and go down a slide, I want to have fun. I don’t want to stay here where it is all so grown up. I am tired of relationships its all too hard to bare. I need to kick my shoes off and slide down the bannister watch the shocked reactions I really do not care.
Searching for the sun-light, reaching for the clear. I no longer recognised it, does it still exist, is it still here. I need to count the buttercups and make a daisy chain it will make lovely decoration but will it dull the pain. Perhaps I could find Teddy I left him in the den he and I spent hours there do you think we could again.
I want muddy fingers and dirty fingernails I want a stick to run along the rails. I want Ossie and Jinglebells please could I go play with them in some hidden dells.
Could I not paint a picture of a house and a huge sun could we just have one game of blindman’s bluff it truly would be fun. I need to find the exit please which way is the door. I have to get out of here and play five jacks on the floor.
It is too hot to cope in here and there is not enough air to breathe I need to go now I have to get out of here, I really have to leave. I want to jump in puddles and splash around in shiny red boots I want to swing from branches and hide secrets in tree roots. I need to feel the sea air on my face, to let it blow my hair around so I have to fight to keep it off my face.
Is that a window. I can make my escape anything would be better than these feelings I have to fake. I want to have a tea party with dolly , yes I do. I want to mix a cake and lick the bowl out too!
escape
I need to get as far away from here and run as fast as can. I want to have a crust of new baked bread and smother it with jam.
I need to find the breeze and watch the blossoms sway. I want to smell it’s perfume and get so far away from all the heavy duties I have to bare today.
A final little jump now and I am on my way I have to just get home now and then I shall be free to dance and play.
